minimikeyo

one day i looked to the skies and 'he' was looking back his piercing gaze burned through my soul i felt the purification the overwhelming sense of understanding i felt flawed in his eyes all of my weaknesses on show i prayed for him to miss them to somehow pass off as pure then as quick as it came, it was gone a moment of joy, like a candle in the dark blown out by the winds of sin and i stood alone remembering my moment of glory

why am i so cold? where has my warmth gone? raped and taken away just an empty shell cracked, lifeblood seeping sight ebbing away left naked in the dark trying to hide my shame

it's my final hour and by far the best the weight of the world has crushed me left me broken inside as i let the blood flow out i feel the hatred leaving me no more looking forward to a future i can't have no more looking back with ever-growing regret and thus begins my anti-birth the end of my beginning and i can't help but smile for i am finally free

hate is the fire of the soul it burns through love and compassion it burns through every thread of dignity it eats all the goodness inside and nourishes the greed when it consumes you you feel at one with the world you are right they are wrong you are the almighty justice-bringer it boils over and spills from you it destroys everthing it touches though, the fire subsides love and compassion return dignity returns the goodness inside heals and is as good as new the greed hides back, waits for another day you are you again i miss hate